...ALIVE...

aku suke lagu Big Bang Alive nie..pendek tapi amat bermakna.....

I’m still alive I’m still alive I’m still alive

It may seem like I’m dying but I won’t die

I won’t avoid the eyes of others and hide

I may be obviously falling till the end but I’m alive

But I have nothing more to lose so I put the past behind me and jump out

My deeply falling self is so beautiful right now

I throw myself to the sky and I am free

At this moment, I am alive, I’m still alive

I’m still alive I’m still alive I’m still alive

I’m livin’ that I’m livin’ that good life

I’m still alive I’m still alive I’m still alive

We livin’ that we livin’ that’ good life

rintihan hati kecil

xsemua keinginan kita akan tercapai...

xsemua mimpi kita akan jadi kenyataan,..

xsemua yg kita harapkan akn tertunai...

aku hanya wanita biasa..

yg punya keinginan dan kehendak..

aku wanita normal yg punya keinginan..

yg ingin jalan2 cuci mata at shopping mall...

kekadg terigin beli sesuatu utk kepuasan diri sendri...

tapi..........aku selalu utama kan hal2 lain...

rintihan hati aku hanya pendamkan..

pendam dan menjadi bara dalam diri ku sendiri..

sabar la wahai hati...senyum la untuk diri sendiri

walaupun hati ini ........hanya ALLAH yg tahu...

My little Angel

this sunday mylittle girl genap 16bln.. sejap je masa berlalu..
mcm2 kerenah n achievement dia since baby n now being toddler  ..
her biggest achievement skrg nie she can walk..a real walk without support..
dah bertatih since 11bln..now she just had enough courage  to walk without any hand to holding on...
good girl..ibu yg paling excited skali nie..hahah jlm mcm robot..now she keep practice on her new ability...

my little walker

kekadang ade jatuh terduduk but she never give up..baik ank ibu
skrg dh pandai bila dgr azan cpt2 tadah tangan mcm ayh dia slalu bt lepas solat..alhamdulillah syukur ya allah moga anakku jd ank yg solehah...

kesian ank ibu geli pasir 

cute??

Salam Lebaran

CheckList Raya

• Duit Raya
• kuih Raya
• Baju Raya (Umairah , en.suami n aku)
• handbang baru
• kasut baru

Tinggal a few thing nk beli ni..tuk aku n en.suami je lgi..Umairah nye DONE...

nk kena renew passport lgi nie...kang dorg g raya Singapore aku kena tinggal lakkk..huhuhu..pape pon xsabar lak nk raya taun nie..coz mygirl dh besar mesti dia ceria je nti... Selamat Hari Raya tuk sume..

17 ramadhan tahun 1433h

pejam celik dah 17 hari berpuasa,,, maka hari ni adalah nuzul al-quran...

moga puasa kita diberkati oleh allah..

ade setengah negeri bercuti...Selamat bercuti..

dan ade yg berkerja..mcm aku..hihih

Selamat bekerja

SALAM RAMADHAN

memandangkan Ramadhan akn tiba xlama lgi..mula la otak ni memikir ape menu tuk sahur n berbuka nti.. Nti bila dh msuk mgu kedua mesti dh tepu nk mkn ape tuk sahur..kalo b'buka en.suami still leh consider mkn luar lg..kalo sahur cmner,.Errrkk xsabar nk puasa ni..moga ramadhan ni membawa seribu pengertian bt sume umat islam..Amin

Love of Life

LIES..Big Bang

Lies - Big Bang

Yuh-ba-sae-yo…

Yuh-ba-sae-yo?

(Yeah) love is pain

Dedicated to all my broken-hearted people

One’s old a flame… just scream my name

And I’m so sick of love songs (yeah)

I hate them damn love songs… moment of ours

(Geo-jis-mar)

Neuj-eun bam bi-ga nae-ryeo-wa neor de-ryeo-wa

Jeoj-eun gi-eog kkeut-e dwi-cheog-yeo na

Neo eobs-i jar sar su iss-da-go

Da-jim hae-bwa-do eo-jjeor su eobs-da-go

Mos-ha-neun sur-do ma-si-go

Sog-ta-neun mam bam-sae chae-wo-bwa-dosirh-eo neo eobs-neun ha-ru-neun gir-eo bir-eo

Je-bar ij-ge hae-dar-ra-go (-geo-jis-mar-i-ya)

Neo eobs-neun nae-gen us-eum-i bo-i-ji anh-a

Nun-mur-jo-cha go-i-ji anh-a

Deo-neun sar-go sip-ji anh-a

Yeah

Yeos-gat-ae

Yeor-bad-ge

Ni saeng-gag-e

Dor-a-beo-rir-geos gat-ae

Bo-go sip-eun-de

Bor su-ga eobs-de

Mo-du kkeut-nass-de

I’ll be right here

I’m so sorry but I love you da geo-jis-mar

I-ya mor-rass-eo i-je-ya ar-ass-eo ne-ga pir-yo-hae

I’m so sorry but I love you nar-ka-ro-un mar

Hwas-gim-e na-do mo-reu-ge neor tteo-na-bo-naess-ji-man

I’m so sorry but I love you da geo-jis-mar

I’m so sorry but I love you

I’m so sorry but I love you

(I love you more and more)

I’m so sorry but I love you na-reur tteo-na

Cheon-cheon-hi ij-eo-jur-rae

Nae-ga a-pa-har su iss-ge

Geu-daer wi-hae-seo bur-reo-wass-deon nae mo-deun geor da ba-chin no-rae

(A-ma sa-ram-deur-eun mo-reu-gess-jyo)

Nan hon-ja,, geu a-mu-do a-mu-do mor-rae

(Geu-rae nae-ga haess-deon mar-eun geo-jis-mar)

Hor-ro nam-gyeo-jin oe-tor-i

Geu sog-e he-me-neun nae kkor-i

Ju-meo-ni sog-e kko-gis-kko-gis

Jeob-eo-dun i-byeor-eur hyang-han jjog-ji (hey)

(Neon eo-dis-na-yo neor bu-reu-neun seub-gwan-do)

Nan dar-ra-jir-rae

I-jen da us-eo-neom-gir-ge

I’m so sorry but I love you da geo-jis-mar

I-ya mor-rass-eo i-je-ya ar-ass-eo ne-ga pir-yo-hae

I’m so sorry but I love you nar-ka-ro-un mar

Hwas-gim-e na-do mo-reu-ge neor tteo-na-bo-naess-ji-man

I’m so sorry but I love you da geo-jis-mar

I’m so sorry but I love you

(I love you more and more)

I’m so sorry but I love you na-reur tteo-na

Cheon-cheon-hi ij-eo-jur-rae

Nae-ga a-pa-har su iss-ge

Oh oh oh oh oh

Mo-deun-ge kkum-i-gir

Oh oh oh

I-geos-bakk-e an-doe-neun na-ra-seo

Drop that thing…

A-jig-do neo-reur mos ij-eo

A-ni pyeong-saeng-eur ga-do (yeah)

Jug-eo-seo-kka-ji-do

Nae-ga jun sang-cheo a-mur-eoss-neun-ji

Mi-an-hae a-mu-geos-do

Hae-jun-ge eobs-neun na-ra-seo

I’m so sorry but I love you da geo-jis-mar

I-ya mor-rass-eo i-je-ya ar-ass-eo ne-ga pir-yo-hae

I’m so sorry but I love you nar-ka-ro-un mar

Hwas-gim-e na-do mo-reu-ge neor tteo-na-bo-naess-ji-man

I’m so sorry but I love you da geo-jis-mar (but I love you)

I’m so sorry (so sorry) but I love you

(I love you more and more)

I’m so sorry but I love you na-reur tteo-na

Cheon-cheon-hi ij-eo-jur-rae

Nae-ga a-pa-har su iss-ge

Bye bye…

_______________________________________

translation : 

Yeah (love is pain)dedicated to all my broken hearted people. One’s old flame, just scream my name and I’m so sick of love songs. Yeah hate damn love songs. Memento of ours… Lies!

A late night and rain falling down. I bring you back from my memories. I promised myself I would be fine without you, but I can’t help it. I take in liquor which I don’t even know how to handle trying to fill my empty heart. A day without you is too long. I pray that I may please forget you (that’s a lie).

Without you happiness cannot be found in me. I can’t even shed any tears. I don’t want to live anymore.

Yeah, this is bullshit, it’s pissing me off. I’m going crazy in thoughts of you. I want to see you, but I’m being told that I can’t, that it’s all over (I’ll be right there).

I’m so sorry, but I love you, it’s all a lie. I didn’t know, but I know now that I need you. I’m so sorry, but I love you, out of anger. I pushed you away with those piercing words without realizing. I’m so sorry, but I love you, it’s all a lie. I’m so sorry (I’m so sorry), but I love you (I love you more more). I’m so sorry, but I love you, will you leave and forget me slowly, so I can be in pain?

I dedicated my all into this song for you (other people probably don’t know). By myself, without anyone knowing. (yeah, those words I said were lies). A loner left in the midst of it all. In my pocket is the breakup letter that’s all wrinkled and folded up in my pocket, hey, (and my habit of calling for you and wondering where you are). I’m gonna change, I’ll laugh everything off from now on.

I’m so sorry, but I love you, it’s all a lie. I didn’t know, but I know now that I need you. I’m so sorry, but I love you, out of anger. I pushed you away with those piercing words without realizing. I’m so sorry, but I love you, it’s all a lie. I’m so sorry (I’m so sorry), but I love you (I love you more more). I’m so sorry, but I love you, will you leave and forget me slowly, so I can be in pain?

Oh oh oh oh oh, I hope this is all a dream. Oh oh oh oh oh, because I only add up to this much. Drop that babe, I still can’t forget you. No I don’t think I ever will, even ’til the day I die, yeah. Did the scars I gave you heal? I’m sorry because I never got to do anything for you.

I’m so sorry, but I love you, it’s all a lie. I didn’t know, but I know now that I need you. I’m so sorry, but I love you, out of anger. I pushed you away with those piercing words without realizing. I’m so sorry, but I love you, it’s all a lie. I’m so sorry (I’m so sorry), but I love you (I love you more more). I’m so sorry, but I love you, will you leave and forget me slowly, so I can be in pain?

Sakit Hati tahap Maximum!!!!

kerja = 8-5(kuar dlm 730..balik dh kul 6lbh)

mlm layan tv n kipas je...

cuti pon - layan tv n kipas je...

Bil letrik sampai 150++..

pastu sblm kita stay umh tu dh mmg ade outstanding bil 600++...
masa dh dulu 3mgu kena byr bil 90++..ok fine..sbb masa tu kami jaga ank ko...aircond pon masa tu xrosak lagi....2nd month ko ddk dgn kitaorg blik bil lgi melabung bgai..
sume bil nak suh kami bayar ke???sdg kan ko yg dok umah 24jam...aircond bagai...petiais dgn bunga yg nk mati bagai...kami gak yg nk kena byr bil melambung bagai tu....????
wtf..ko ingt kami ni cop duit....ko kutuk kitorag bagai dlm chat dgn BF ko yg perasan bgus sgt tuuu..ingat kami xtau....kalo kami ni nk berkira bagai..dh mcm2 kami kira...dah la ko tipu kami bagai...kata nk dok kl segala bagai..tapi hakikatnye kami ko tipu..kami bg duit umah kat ko..ko yg xbyr kat bank..pastu dok bt2 tanya bape kali plak kami bayar duit umah kat ko...ko tipu kami lagi..ko kata umah tu 650..sdg kan bank kata dlm 500++ je...ape lgi ang nk dari kami?????

SAKIT HATI AKU.....

KURSUS...LAGI

kali ni kena g Sarawak plak..ok..mmg aku nk sgt p Sarawak ni..cos tgl 1negeri ni je aku xnah p..
so peluang..bila tnya encik suami..dpt keizinan..so aku pon dgn pantas mengisi borng permohonan...huhuh..
bila dh lulus n disokong oleh Penyelia..aku plak jd serba salah..huhuhu
mana tak nye..kursus aku dh ckup 7hari..malah dh terlebih 1hari..huhu..ni nk p kursus lg..mmg cemerlang btul...tapi leh ke dpt Anugerah Pekerja Cemerlang taun ni???huhhuhu..encik suami siap ckap lagi..kursus p byk hari mana pon..kalo xpandai kipas,xde nye nk dpt anugerah bagai..hahhaha...yup aku mmg xpandai nk kipas ni...lantak la korg nk kipas ke ape..asal aku buat keja aku..walaupon ade masanye aku mengulau...hiihihi...soo nk kena g Sarawak...hmmmm..best ke??entah..mesti nti aku rasa badan je kat sarawak..tapi hati kat melaka...risau kan Umairah n ayah dia..ok ker dia nti kalo ibu xde smgu???adikkkkk...nti mlm2 ayh yg bgun bt susu tuk adik tau...ibu p kursus smgu jer....lemau perasaan bila pk nk kena p kursus nie...huuurrrrmmmmmmmmmm

Aerobikthon...???lagi???

sejak 2menjak terjebak dgn aerobik nie..asal ade event aerobikthon nama tercalon...huh tercalon la sgt...!!!!
kot nk calon pon tnya la dlu..kami ade husband ok..nk kena mtk permission dlu..kalo xDILULUSKAN kok mcm mana dong...aku gak nk kena mrh..mesti dia ckp bt keputusan xtnya dia dulu....sdgkan aku pon xtau nama tercalon...hampas kelapa masam betul!...

cite pasal aerobikthon nie..baru2 kat opis aku ade wat event "Kursus Kecemerlangan Wanita"..cemerlang ker??hihihih..spjg event tu enjoy je..sbb xterikat dgn jadul sgt....hari 1st pagi - pendaftaran... ptg ade sesi grooming...pastu mlm ade KAROK OK...enjoy la sgt...siap poco-poco lagi..huhuh datin2 sume layan jer...pantang musik bunyi....hihihi

pastu 2nd day ptg je aku terlibat....sesi aerobikthon..huhuhuhh..penat dohh..2jam non-stop..tapi best..hilang sume masalah dlm otak...

 

goyang...sakannnn

Nana Sr. vs Nana Jr.

sakit perut gelak bile tgk gambar aku time kecik2 dlu..

mau xnye sebijik mcm muke ank aku haa....

gelak sggh2 mcm xpecaya plak..

hahahaha mau tergolek2 aku gelak..

ce bezakan gmbar Umairah dgn aku..

ni Umairah

ni plak Aku..

kalo xjelas meh nie aku gabungkan...

nmpak x??

mama ckp Umairah sama perangai cm aku..huhuu

kaki suke berpintal..kalo xdpt 1 brg sure menangis n melalak..mcm aku ke??hahaha

adik2....ibu syg sgt adik...muahhhhhh

Big Bang....

huh..cmne tah tetiba leh gile sesgt kat Big Bang nie..smpai termimpi2 hahahahah..
gile siot siap leh jmpe T.O.P n Teayang + GD..hahha kalo leh xnk bgun tido..so still leh jmpe dorg nie.hahaha
xmsuk akal tul mimpi tu...ye la nama pon mimpi mainan tido..so layan lagu Big Bang from comeback album.. ALIVE

Blue

Fantastic Baby

Love Dust

Bad Boy

updated..updated...

huhu..lame tul x update blog aku nie..bkn ape..mcm dh hilang mood nk berblog..hahha(bleh gitu)
siap smlm hubby aku tanye.."nape syg x update blog?" dalam hati aku ckp eh..baca plak mamat ni blog aku..hahahah(bangga siot)

"eh baca plak blog syg?"saje bt ayat pancing.."nti xleh la nk kutuk2 abg kat blog syg"hihihi saje aku usik dia..padahal aku xkan nk bt cmtu>>Dosa Besar ok kutuk hubby sendiri..so aku kata kat hubby aku>>"xde mood la nk tulis2 nie" so ari ni pon aku merajin kan diri tuk update blog aku nie....
bkn ape..bz baru blik kursus kat AKMAL RANTAU PANJANG..kursus Integriti.. so blik kursus still in da mood INTEGRITI...wahahaaa...sblm p kursus p jenjalan kat SINGAPORE..arr mls dah dtg..nti2 je update blog..

Tell Me GoodBye

Tell Me GoodBye - Big Ban

best lagu nie...syahdu je...

siap lirik n translation ok....

Letting you go…(here’s somebody…)

Letting you go…(here’s somebody…)

Yo I got this, yeah

still thinking about this thing alot

you got me shaken up

(Please tell me there’s a way)

And it got my head just spinnin’ round round round round

(Please tell me there’s a way)

Don’t wanna take a fall

It’s best to break it up

It’s gonna be better for you, move on

(Please tell me there’s a way)

Uh huh we break it break it

Or thought we make it make it

And now we cover it up 

Girl I swear I won’t even for a second

cause you any pain

in order to protect you

there’s already no other way 

Baby our love itself brings us pain

And I got nothing, nothing to say 

Tell me goodbye, tell me goodbye

those hands that embraced me

Tell me goodbye, tell me goodbye

seem to be letting go

if forgetting me will give you freedom Baby

Tell me goodbye, tell me goodbye 

Girl you know when you lose your smile

I will place the blame on myself

Those words, and even the light

I will lose sight of everything else 

Baby the moment our lips part this time

I’ll never find better, better than you 

Tell me goodbye, tell me goodbye

those hands that embraced me

Tell me goodbye, tell me goodbye

seem to be letting go

merely being by my side is not kindness Baby

Tell me goodbye, tell me goodbye 

Yo and it’s so, so

Sad it just ain’t happening

Wish it could be better

Sorry to scrapping

But I just can’t let ya

Shouldn’t be less than happy

I said look at me

I couldn’t live with myself seeing you lacking

The things you deserve

Baby you was a part?

Must believe that it hurts

that lead this world

I feel the aching through my body

it just takes a bigger part of me

to be let you go

I wish that one soul 

your voice, pained and fading away, away…

erased completely by the wind, stay, stay… 

all these things, I can’t take it, those tears, don’t cry for me

for your sake I’ll never look back again 

Tell me goodbye, tell me goodbye

those hands that embraced me

Tell me goodbye, tell me goodbye

seem to be letting go

merely being by my side is not kindness Baby

Tell me goodbye, tell me goodbye

Tell me goodbye